...aku menari bersama senja diiringi nyanyian hujan yang membekukan... ..

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Oktober 16, 2011

persembahan terakhir untuk bundaku



Dalam sebuah kegamangan, tersimpan berjuta bulir cerita. Yang apabila berusaha untuk diungkap, maka tak akan pernah ada habisnya. Sekalipun sang waktu telah bersumpah untuk menemani.

Ketika kedamaian mendarat dalam nurani bersama jutaan mimpi, sungguh terasa begitu nikmatnya. Tiada terkira. Bahkan, ingin rasanya untuk kian mendekapnya erat. Selamanya.

Hidup adalah sesuatu yang unik. Perpaduan gelisah dan bahagia yang sempurna. Disirami butir-butir canda dan kecewa. Resah dan anugerah.


Meskipun hujan tak lagi menyapaku dalam kegelapan, aku akan selalu menanti kehadirannya membawa nikmat untuk diriku.


Barisan kata yang pernah ku torehkan takkan pernah mewakili perasaanku terhadapmu. Betapa aku menyayangimu. Betapa aku begitu menghormati sosokmu, bundaku...

Oktober 09, 2011

p r e t t y b o y


I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Oh pretty boy......

say you love me too...

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you


c r y


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life